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Thursday, September 30, 2004

aRmy heRe i coMe~!

Big zeRo's younger bro(sherywn) was being enlisted to the army today! Heard tat his gf(Jane) cried n cried when he left. HiaKz hiakZ~

Last nite, all of us (his family, Jane and I) went to East Coast Long Beach Restuarant for dinner.. Sort of farewell dinner for sherywn. Hmmz.. their mum crieD during dinner.

After dinner, biG zeRo, I, Sherywn and Jane went to Chervon for KTV session. Gary joined us there. Had an enjoyable time.

I cut my hair yesterday too.. quite short. :P

sMaLL zeRo flew into your heart at [10:28 PM]

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Sunday, September 26, 2004

totaLLy BuRneD ouT..

Past 2 weeks was so stressed out.. tests and assignment deadlines.. ArgH!
And next week.. more tests and assignments to be completeD.. How am I going to survive?

Anyway, spent last nite at my biG zeRo's place. We celebrated his sister's 17th birthday. Had BBQ at his place. Alot of pple came..mostly her frens. Their relatives oso came by. Played with his nephew throughout the BBQ. Quite funny.. hahaa. Cos everyone was asking how come we got so much things to talk about. Before he went home (ard 11+pm), he told me "Jie Jie, muz remember the games okaY? Next time we play again."

After everyone left, biG zeRo and I sort of helped to clear up the place before heading for a bath.. Hmmz..dear biG zeRo was abit drunk by tat time.. But he still accompanied me to watch 'Spirit of the Vengence' - which is quite a dumb vcd show. We both fell asleep halfway.

sMaLL zeRo flew into your heart at [1:18 PM]

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Saturday, September 18, 2004

Huiyu's DancE performaNce~

Went for my good fren, Huiyu's (aka fishy aka fishie) dance concert @ UCC last nite. Also present were biG zeRo (hahaha..he kena forced to go by me.. but in the end he enjoyed it!), Jac, Qinlei, Huimei and Brenda.

Fishie had warned us before coming for the performance taT it's quite chiM.. so we muz read the background writeup on the program sheet so tat we can better understand the whole show. The performance started off a little boring but got much better towards the end. There was this particular dance segment tat I personally liked besT.. the one where all of them wore this white 'flasher'-like outfit.. the dance was very nice~!! In another dance segment, which got the group of us laughing was the one with the telephones hanging in the air. Its so funny.. the dancers were all trying to talk on their 'phones' at the same time. And fishie's voice was the most distinctive!! I can still remember wat she said.. "I want fishball noddles... Ah..veery hot aR.." hahahaA... Overall, the performance was quite good. Well done NUS Synergy!

too bad they din allowed us to take pics during the performance..

We waited for fishie after the concert to take picS.. wanted to ask her to pose in her sexY costume but she simply refuseD.. hahaha

frenS @ UCC to supporT fishY~
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fisHy n me afteR her performancE
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all of uS~ nice performancE fishY..
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We went to Fong Seng for prata before heading home~ didn't wait for fishie cos she said she still got to settle some miscellaneous stuff wif her dance members.

sMaLL zeRo flew into your heart at [3:45 PM]

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Sunday, September 12, 2004

its been a long time..

I haven't been blogging for sometime. Alot of things happened. I feel so tireD and lost, i dunno what I should do.

Firstly, the misunderstanding wif my bestest fren has gotten worse. And now we aren't talking anymore. She mentioned to 'break' the frenship. What shld I do? Anyway, it seems tat she is happy the way she lives now.. so i guess mayb i shld juz let it go.

"God, I am losing my frens.."

Next, my granny has been admitted in the hospital (NUH). She felt pain in at her side, thought tat she fell and got a fracture in the ribs. But X-ray showed no fracture.. only a dark shadow over her lungS! Docs suspect might be lung canceR.

"nO! Dun take my granny away too.."

lastly, my Mid-terms CAs are coming soon.. HelP~!

sMaLL zeRo flew into your heart at [4:00 PM]

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Sunday, September 05, 2004

CeLebRatinG our 8 MoNths together~

YeaH yeah.. its our 8 months togetheR.. so happy! I'm the gf who's been wif him for the longest..
Eh.. the actual date was supposed to be on the 3Rd of August la.. but becos i need to go to scH n i got my cca commitments after tat..so we were not able to celebrate. But we had our belated celebration yesterday :)

Went to sch in the mornz den forgot to pass forms to my senior.. so got to go back to sch.. thuS.. had to meet dear very very late.. ard 3+pm. When I finally got home from sch, deaR called n asked wat movie will we be watching later so he could book the tickets online 1st. Who knows.. the cinema system was down.. making us so fedup. But nvm.. we decided to go down personally to get the tickets.

We went to PS to purchase our tickets.. wOw.. the queue was sooo lonG..... dunno wat's the occasion.. how come everybody is watching movies. Den deaR saw these new machines thingY.. "self service ticketing" i suppose.. so we decided to try it since there isn't much of a queue. However, to our dismay the machines do not work due to some system error. haiZz.. this is technologY~! In the end we had to join the long never ending queue to get our tickets. As we got nearer to the ticketing booths, they started announcing tat some shows only haf the front seats left. Afraid tat we can't get our tickets.. i kept my fingers crossed. Finally.. we managed to get tickets for our shoW ' Anacondas: the Hunt for the Blood orchid' @ 10.30pm.. Happy n satisfied, we went shoppinG.

Dear wanted to get a pair of pants, while i need to get tons of stuff.. my U.R.s. shoes, my adidas waterbottle..etc etc.. But something unhappy happened while shopping. deaR met his fren.. a gal.. quite pretty, at least i think prettier den me. I got quite jealous so i juz walked out of the shop. Dear was very angry wif me. "i'm so sorry.. but i couldn't help being jealous." But we made up after awhile. :)

hMmz.. i din buy the U.R.s. shoes... cos i decided tat i dun look good in them n i dunno how shld i match theM wif my clothes. saw this pinK fila bag... wah..very nice.. price oso reasonable.. but din buy yet cos i need sometime to tink if i realli need it. dun wan to waste money maH! Den, we proceed on to Heeren.

On the way to heeren, i bought a tube top at the flea market along Meridian hotel.. good buy! its very nice.. n i got it at $19.90.. hahaha.. i saw it at heeren after tat..but was selling @ $29.90.. wow, luckily i din get 'zhan cai tou'. at heeRen, we walked ard.. looking for deaR's pants but could not find it.. in the end i bought a bag instead... its a tote.. very nice.. i wanted it long ago.. but could not find it. HiakZ.. i went to the adidas shop but was told tat the pink waterbottle was out of stocK!

Next, we went to far east plaza.. i saw this black dress.. very nice on the mannequin. so i went to try it on.. it looks nice..juz tat the straps felt weird. but dear says its nice. den i compared myself wif the mannequin n realised cos.. i dun haF BIG breasts like the mannequin, tat's y the straps look weird. Plus, the shop assistant kept saying tat there is only one more left, which means alot of pple already bought it.. so if i get it means.. many others will be wearing the same dress as me! thus, i did not purchase it.

Finally, dear found the pants he wanted. he tried n was satisfied. so he bought it. yeah.. task accomplisheD. We walked past Candle, Anson's shop, went in to chat wif him for awhile before going for our dinner.. Poor dear dear was so hungrY tat he ate two plates of rice!!

After dinner, we took bus back to PS to watch our movie.. Its quite a nice show.. got story..got plot.. the effects were nice too.. gross n scary. heeZ..

The following are some pics taken yesterday:

me N biG zeRo on buS 106.. goinG to PS for movie.
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another pic taken on the bus while on the waY to PS.
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big zeRO, thanX for everything!

sMaLL zeRo flew into your heart at [6:14 PM]

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Friday, September 03, 2004

It's our 8 months..

AnnouncinG excitedly " HappY 8 monthS biG zeRO"! :)

I'm so glad we r still together after numerous quarrels and arguments. I guessed they brought us closer rite?

So sorry biG zeRo, can't spent today wif u..

But he was so nice n sweeT.. he drove all the way frm home to yishun to pick me up from cca (ard 10 plus pm). Den he brought me for supper, knowing tat i wont get to eat much for dinner when i haf cca and i will be hungrY.

Thanx dear :P

anyway a msg to a once close fren of mine-->"yah, we r still together. surprised? or u still dun trust him at all? u never gave him a chance." (not sure if u will be reading this..)

sMaLL zeRo flew into your heart at [11:58 PM]

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Wednesday, September 01, 2004

PisSeD oFF~

arGGhh.... i dun mean to complain. But i realli need to let off some anger.

Today, my lab group were supposed to meet up to discuss abt our group lab report. Well, all the group members did turn up. We had earlier agreed tat all of us come up wif our own full lab report den meet n discuss stuff tat we r not sure of so that it will be easier for the person in charge of compiling the reports.

Apparently, all of us did our reports except of this particular person, whom i shall not mention her name. Let's juz call her C.

I do not realli haf a good impression of her due to the compilation of the lab reports she did last week. Wat she handed in was a last min kind of thing.. all copy n paste from the others reports and she did not even bother to make sure tat the contents flow well thru the reports. All was in a mess.. a very irresponsible person i should say (tat was why we decided to meet up this week to do our report). So i gave her a "C" grade for peer evaluation last week.

Today, she came for discussion empty handed without anything done!! She had not done her report yet when all of us had already more or less finished with ours. So how is she going to contribute to the dicussion? While the rest of us were discussing she din even bother to listen, she juz sat at a side and started to type her lab report on the spot! I mean, what's the point of doing it now?? WE have already started on dicussion.. so u shld at least listen and see what u can help.. rite?

Finally when we were almost done, den she suddenly announced loudly " so.. wat else do we have to do huh?" aRggh.... i feel like strangling her. She is juz trying to take shortcuts rite? trying to do the least work! Nvm tat.. so i told her what was still left undone... den she replied innocently " reali? u mean we need to do these questions??" --> is she trying to act blur or waT~!... our TA already written clearly on the board tat we need to include discussions for those questions into our report!

So this week, her grade has dropped to a "D". We shall see how she progress in the following weeks before the final peer evaluation.

sMaLL zeRo flew into your heart at [4:31 PM]

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WeLcoMe to my bloG :)

Laying in your arms...
listening to the beat of your heart,
Hoping and wishing..
that we won't have to part.
I love the softness of your hands caressing mine,
I want to stay here with you for the rest of time.

I look into your eyes, you look back at me,
I want us to be together for all eternity.
You get up to leave.. how I hate it so.
This is the worst feeling in the world,
letting you go.
I hold on tight as I give you one last hug good-bye,
I watch as you leave..
I try not to cry.
I sit and think about the time we spent together,
Knowing that distance doesn't matter..

I will love you always..
Now n' forever.